The band was found to create truly melancholic and desperate soundscapes and to unravel the blackened 
thoughts, the blessing and the curse of the inability to think either black or white nor inbetween. To narrate 
about the ability to find clarity in madness positivity in the negativity shelter in the dark…

To point it out clear! The band is dedicated to the searching, not to the self-pity. Totalselfhatred is a 
symbol for ressurrection through pain. A pool for the frustrated for the despereate in life, for those living and 
bleeding towards a higher truth, to crush the circles of self-inflicted suffering! For I am my worst enemy…


A. – Vocals, Guitar, Keyboards
C. – Vocals, Guitar
J. – Guitar, Keyboards, Vocals
N. – Bass
I. – Drums
M. – Keyboards